I feel like I can't catch a break. At work I'm stressed trying to get everything done, and yes it's awesome that I got a raise but I still can't handle everything they throw at me. I'm overwhelmed with my life decisions because I never feel like I'm smart enough to do what I want and feel like I'm destined to fail. I'm also overwhelmed with the steps I need to take to get out of whatever half relationship situation I'm in.
Trying to make goals to relieve all these feelings.
Organization - Need to get my stuff organized at work so I can prioritize. The only problem is finding the time to be organized. See the pattern here?
Try - I've applied to programs anyway, and am just hoping for the best. If I could just do French language programs forever I would..
Move on - This is the hardest one. When someone is still telling you they love you, they want to visit. I'm doing what I told myself I wouldn't do. Isn't funny how it always works that way?
I'm glad tomorrow is Friday and I am going to take this weekend to really get it together.
I'm probably should have kept this in my diary.
